Tuesday, December 29, 2009 ; 1:18 AM♥
HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE
why must you always link everything to smoking.
just a simple question of asking to go out on new year eve and yet, you link it to smoking AGAIN. after you found out that i actually going out with my classmate. not all of my classmate smoke.
i just hate this part everytime whenever i wanted to go out. i'm already 18 as what you said, "next year you are 19."
why must you restrict me so many things. i don't see that in julia. she wanted to go out and be back home late, she can. all she need to do is to ask for your approve, let you know who she's going out with, where, and what time will be back home. and yet for me. i do the same but different treatment. if smoking is really that bad. why don't you make yourself stop smoking.
you yourself know that smoking is hard to stop if you're really addicted to it. thou i haven really got addict yet
and out of 75% of my friends are smokers. i'm just been a social smoker. which i think you find it bad too. and i really seldom smoke nowadays. you just couldn't make yourself believe in me.
i just hate it. you say that you feel it irritating of repeating the same thing over and over again. and yet. you couldn't make yourself to stop linking everything together when there is no reason for you to link it. you always says not to compare yourself with your friend and yet, you compare with your friend.
you're just been too over-protective and stubborn. you're so afraid of seeing us fall and couldn't stand up. if you never let your hands off and try, you'll never know what it will be.
PS: one day, just this one day i'll just leave this house. i have got enough of everything.