pathetic ass. why cant i just have it. it's my money after-rall. give me a month also cannt. why are you like that. i seriously felt miserable.

it's driving me crazy!!!!

felt that i'm a coward. you are my
mom and yet. i dare not voice out what i really feels or think. and yet. my friemds are much more easier. how i'm afraid you might disagree me, forbid me so. how i wish i could talk freely like how sis did. i and just a coward. i might be daring to do some stupid stuff but when everythings turns to you. i felt i'm useless again. how i wish i got my own freedom when other girls at my ahe do have. how i wish i could ask you boldly bout the things going on 30oct with ivy and co. if everything were to go smoothly. i wont be me. there are just too many "how i wish" every single day. it just couldnt seems to end. i felt that both of us are like some strangers sometime. you everytime says that you seems to understand me. but in actual. i dont seems to. arggghhh.
tooooo many fucking "how i wish" question poping out now.
i shall end before i get irritated by my own ques. nights reader or i shld say. night joyce ;)

work 10-3 today. reach home bout 3.30 and sleep for lik 5-15mins. so tired. get myself prepared and off to centre to get "kungfu" shoes, hair pins, rubber band for julia. meet px and co. and i'm angry. didnt even bother to text me that you guys not meeting me. _|_ so ended up only px and me. took cab at wisma and down to orchard hotel for ST D&D. this year D&D isnt fun :( no one hit the dance floor. so left there pretty early lik 11plus. hahah. walked to hongkong cafe at cine. hungry =.= hahahahah. gossip here and there and there and time to go home :)

end of story. good night <3

it's too late to regret now. all i can say is that. i live in the wrong place. or in fact, i knew the wrong friends. and now i truely hope i'm able to go out after d and d. haish :(

good morning :)
early in the morning and i'm stress up. i got no idea if i should ask or dont ask seriously.
fuck up fuck up fuck up _|_

it was bout a week since i caused problem. can i still ask if i'm able to?never ask i will always thought that the answer is no. if i ask, maybe there is still chances right? ARGHHH!!!! fucking stressful _|_ fuck it la.

Day 6 of my full time. super tired for the time being. hopefully it will change.

hmmmm. let see the plan for tmr. meet qin at paya lebar nxt to chinatown or dhoby. hmmmm. after that st for dinner. lastly, home sweet home.
tomorrow gonna be a busy day for me. busy shopping and eating. hahahaha.

i'm tired. goodnight everyone;)

i'm exhausted. working 10-10.30 tomorrow. no handphone equal no alarm clock. WHAT AM I GOING TO DO!!! i'm so afraid that i will be late for work man. arggghhhhh!!!!






ps:crush over. and i'm happy :D

i was drunk yesterday. woohoo!! 1st time soo drunk. happy but it sucks. i have learnt my mistake. once is enough. never gonna get drunk again. at most high only. lols. and as usual, got scolding from my mom this morning. haish!!!
and and. what kind of fucking year 2010 is about. i basically lost 2 handphone this year. _|_ seriously.

okay. time for bed. hang-over sucks. work more sucks. (random)

been full timer i cant cancel schedule if i want to :(
cant change schedule like i always do.
cant be late as usual.

sooo many cant when i'm a full timer :(

OFFICALLY full-timer today.
work at 5pm. and things didnt change. I'm still host like always.
but didnt really like it when i step into ST this evening.
alot of them keep saying. 1st day of full time and you're late. (when i'm not)
tho i knew that their just kidding but. i still dont like it.
things gonna be tough but, i gonna learn to be strong.




ps: i dont think i have the courage to tell you :(

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