JOYCE

30-8-2011

2011-08-30T03:54:00.001+08:00

you are alway digging old stuff out. even when our topic is "A". you will still go to "B" and "C" which i fucking hate. I didnt say you eat my money. All i want is to use alittle, apart from spenting my allowance. My allowance aint that huge. U are just thinking too much!!!!!!!! Arggghhh. brain aint functioning. !!!!! and my tear cant stop dropping.

Random

2011-08-29T02:40:00.001+08:00

我并不是那么坚强。

Actually, I do mind. I was pretty disappointed when I know you actually see me that way. untrusted fren.
meaning what. not good enough to be a fren. confronted, but what results do i get. NOTHING!!! juz 1 ans "nothing much" when the problem was started with me. maybe we were just a passerby in our life to become friends.
But..............
it wasn't forever.
Therefore, I shall treat you as HI-BYE friend before you did.
for whatever fucking reason you have which you didnt tell me. I'm done! seriously. I hate that awkward feeling whenever I saw u. I shall treat you transparent from now on.
And, i shall really try!

2011-03-11T02:22:00.001+08:00

you are just so fucking weird.
you keep saying to meet at ur place amd yet you didnt wanna tell me the reason.
was it that hard to tell me the reason.
freaking flare up now which cause by you.
OH GOD! why will i know such a person.

ARGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2 difference race relationship

2011-03-06T00:43:00.001+08:00

Recently, i'm thinking of what will it be like if i accept him and i have a malay bf.
there are soo many things that he cant and i can. i just dun understand. hmmmmmm. gonna ask the ques and find out more.

2011-02-23T01:53:00.001+08:00

越来越讨厌我自己。

changes of me

2011-01-20T01:55:00.001+08:00

felt that there's some changes bout me ever since i'm a full timer.
what causes that??
i'm not as cheerful and happy compared to last time.
more complaint, more petty and get easily irritated out of no where.
???? =.=???? conffuse!!!!!!!

2011-01-15T02:04:00.001+08:00

since you said that i can choose the career myself. then why are you complainting bout the location? you're the one working or i'm. plus. nearby our house where got everytime got place need to recruit people. if you think that i shouldn't go. then you shouldnt be saying that you let me choose my job!!! hate it when you say this and turns out theother way round.

2010-11-21T04:03:00.001+08:00

this feeling make me cried so hard for the first time. dont even know why this feeling suddenly come. it's so strong that i dont even know the reason for crying. and now. tears still coming out from my eyes.
I HATE THIS FEELING. it make me feel unsafe, as if something gonna happen. but i hope nothing happen. just a false alarm.

2010-11-05T20:12:00.001+08:00

now then i know he is attached.

2010-10-26T23:20:00.001+08:00

pathetic ass. why cant i just have it. it's my money after-rall. give me a month also cannt. why are you like that. i seriously felt miserable.

2010-10-25T01:28:00.001+08:00

it's driving me crazy!!!!

Coward

2010-10-14T02:45:00.001+08:00

felt that i'm a coward. you are my
mom and yet. i dare not voice out what i really feels or think. and yet. my friemds are much more easier. how i'm afraid you might disagree me, forbid me so. how i wish i could talk freely like how sis did. i and just a coward. i might be daring to do some stupid stuff but when everythings turns to you. i felt i'm useless again. how i wish i got my own freedom when other girls at my ahe do have. how i wish i could ask you boldly bout the things going on 30oct with ivy and co. if everything were to go smoothly. i wont be me. there are just too many "how i wish" every single day. it just couldnt seems to end. i felt that both of us are like some strangers sometime. you everytime says that you seems to understand me. but in actual. i dont seems to. arggghhh.
tooooo many fucking "how i wish" question poping out now.
i shall end before i get irritated by my own ques. nights reader or i shld say. night joyce ;)

2010-10-12T03:27:00.001+08:00

work 10-3 today. reach home bout 3.30 and sleep for lik 5-15mins. so tired. get myself prepared and off to centre to get "kungfu" shoes, hair pins, rubber band for julia. meet px and co. and i'm angry. didnt even bother to text me that you guys not meeting me. _|_ so ended up only px and me. took cab at wisma and down to orchard hotel for ST D&D. this year D&D isnt fun :( no one hit the dance floor. so left there pretty early lik 11plus. hahah. walked to hongkong cafe at cine. hungry =.= hahahahah. gossip here and there and there and time to go home :)

end of story. good night <3

WHY WHY WHY?

2010-10-11T02:21:00.001+08:00

it's too late to regret now. all i can say is that. i live in the wrong place. or in fact, i knew the wrong friends. and now i truely hope i'm able to go out after d and d. haish :(

2010-10-09T11:00:00.001+08:00

good morning :)
early in the morning and i'm stress up. i got no idea if i should ask or dont ask seriously.
fuck up fuck up fuck up _|_

2010-10-09T00:55:00.001+08:00

it was bout a week since i caused problem. can i still ask if i'm able to?never ask i will always thought that the answer is no. if i ask, maybe there is still chances right? ARGHHH!!!! fucking stressful _|_ fuck it la.

2010-10-07T01:57:00.001+08:00

Day 6 of my full time. super tired for the time being. hopefully it will change.

hmmmm. let see the plan for tmr. meet qin at paya lebar nxt to chinatown or dhoby. hmmmm. after that st for dinner. lastly, home sweet home.
tomorrow gonna be a busy day for me. busy shopping and eating. hahahaha.

i'm tired. goodnight everyone;)

2010-10-04T23:07:00.001+08:00

i'm exhausted. working 10-10.30 tomorrow. no handphone equal no alarm clock. WHAT AM I GOING TO DO!!! i'm so afraid that i will be late for work man. arggghhhhh!!!!

ps:crush over. and i'm happy :D

2010-10-04T18:00:00.001+08:00

i was drunk yesterday. woohoo!! 1st time soo drunk. happy but it sucks. i have learnt my mistake. once is enough. never gonna get drunk again. at most high only. lols. and as usual, got scolding from my mom this morning. haish!!!
and and. what kind of fucking year 2010 is about. i basically lost 2 handphone this year. _|_ seriously.

okay. time for bed. hang-over sucks. work more sucks. (random)

2010-10-02T02:05:00.001+08:00

been full timer i cant cancel schedule if i want to :(
cant change schedule like i always do.
cant be late as usual.

sooo many cant when i'm a full timer :(

2010-10-02T00:55:00.001+08:00

OFFICALLY full-timer today.
work at 5pm. and things didnt change. I'm still host like always.
but didnt really like it when i step into ST this evening.
alot of them keep saying. 1st day of full time and you're late. (when i'm not)
tho i knew that their just kidding but. i still dont like it.
things gonna be tough but, i gonna learn to be strong.

ps: i dont think i have the courage to tell you :(

2010-09-27T02:55:00.001+08:00

my confident level drop after i read this:

"Single sisters: How u look can attract a man's eye but what grabs his heart is how you make him feel by how u talk to him."

in the event if the truth is really like this. then i swear i wont be able to attract guys meaning, NO BF :( as the way i talk to them is quite boyish. well. i'm quite boyish. trying to be more 女人味 is quite a mission impossible. and not only my friends will get uneasy. I MYSELF also will. lols

alright. shall end here.
time for bed ;)
gonna rest and have the energy for the shopping tomorrow <3 hohohoho ;)

2010-09-27T02:40:00.001+08:00

what wrong with me?
why i'm feeling uneasy out of sudden?
why am i keep thinking of the choices i made?
why am i thinking is he angry? if so, let it be then.
lots of why question flash throught but i got no answer for it.

2010-09-23T02:55:00.001+08:00

一时的冲动
我根本不知如何是好。

piss

2010-09-23T02:53:00.001+08:00

i work FT there also give you say
nv work FT also give you say.

if isnt you guys. i wont be working FT here.
now is still freaking early to say how high i should get. dont forget. i juz started FT here. previously is still PT. PT is totally different from FT okay.

all i need now is to give you what you need to take and dont quarrel.

很乱！

2010-09-22T03:00:00.001+08:00

what is the defination of the word "FRIEND"?

i'm begining to wonder the true meaning of it.
all along i thought that.
- been friends shouldnt be so calculative.
- been friends should tolerate one another misgiving
- been friends shouldnt only see your own needs
- been friends shouldnt be selfish

but after all this while. it prove me wrong.
i'm begining to wonder, think if this people around me are really my friends.
i'm begining to wonder, if my meaning of "friends" is wrong all the while.

what is the real defination then?
can anyone tell me?

2010-09-18T01:15:00.001+08:00

i fucking hate money issue !!!!

2010-09-14T23:27:00.001+08:00

shit!! i think i like for you. OMG!!!!

2010-09-09T01:30:00.001+08:00

fugly hell shit.
i got my hair mess.
i'm trying to re-dye my hair amd it turns out that instead of 'gold-brown' color. it turns out FREAKING gold that it almost seems like the sun.
OMG. i got no face going to work tomorrow man.
i'm gonna take half day leave to salon and get my hair fix!!!!!!

so pls let my request accepted. PLS!!!

ps: trying to act smart is not a good way. :(

2010-09-08T02:32:00.001+08:00

eveything will be different when she's back.

2010-09-08T02:30:00.001+08:00

hopefully it's just an eyecandid. not a crush.

2010-09-07T02:13:00.001+08:00

you are juz my eyecandid.
shouldn't pay much attention on you.

hmmmm. maybe i should be further from you to prevent myself from dropping down ;)

2010-09-02T23:20:00.001+08:00

work was fun today. i had soo much laughter. at the end of work till in mrt i was laughing lik madd. all thanks to xiao yu. hahahahahahhahahaha

2010-09-02T12:31:00.001+08:00

why do adults always quarrel when it comes to money issue.
is money that important?

2010-08-24T01:18:00.001+08:00

i felt uneasy the moment i tried to sleep at this hour.

2010-08-19T03:18:00.001+08:00

i hate this feeling.
why cant it goes off?

tears is dropping down which i dont even know why.
i keep calling it to stop but........ it just keep dropping.

i felt so weird of myself for the first time.

2010-08-17T02:32:00.001+08:00

trying to have the feeling. but it seems hard.

What shoukd I do??

2010-08-17T02:31:00.001+08:00

suddenly felt a miss. but who do i miss?

2010-08-07T13:50:00.001+08:00

you always say is because of someone then i will have the mindset of getting something. why cant you think in a easier way that i, myself really want to get one?

so the conclusion is that i will save money and buy that.

2010-07-29T09:34:00.001+08:00

catch "The Sorcerer's Apprentice" at amk hub at 8.45pm with zhenlin, ivy, weefu(zhenlin friend).
what a rush man. i end work at 8pm and chiong al the way to amk hub. lols
but it's a nice movie. worth to watch. :)

Time to sleep. Good Night Everyone XD

All about you

2010-07-28T16:27:00.003+08:00

There are times when I dont like you.

Or should I say "dislike or hate"

You actually thought eveything will go in this way when sometimes it turns out wrong.

I dont like the way you do at times but I still tolerate.

I got no idea what you're thinking about at time.

Your attitude I dont like. Your temper I dont like.

You'll show attitude/temper when you're emo bout other things.

I agree you're a great friend but... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...

PS: I understand you change alot but it somehow still around when you think it's not.

what a day!

2010-07-26T22:27:00.001+08:00

tender my resignation letter today.
i was the very first one who tender and followed by grace and doreen.
daniel is quite upset that i resign.
he says that this way JPI will win this game.

received a email saying bout attire.
effective from 1st August which i'm lucky that i tender and leave before everything change.

mommy got no idea that i tender.
i told her that company doesnt want to confirm me due to too many manpower.
last day will be 31July or 1August.
she keep saying is because of my 工作能力差.
she doesnt really know the whole story tho.

reach home and she say that i gonna find new jobs during my off day.
dont ever think that once i'm off from full time life. i can rest.
dont think that working part time i can survive with it.
told her that i will work ST for the time being and in the meanwhile, i will be looking for new jobs

PS : all the best to myself :)

2010-07-25T12:15:00.001+08:00

I'M SO CONFUSE RIGHT NOW !!!!

2010-07-24T15:16:00.002+08:00

i randomly thought of you this few days.
wanting to find out how you have been.
but no luck at all.
i thought i have forgotten but it prove me wrong.
you are just staying in the deepest side of me which i don't even know.

PS: where are you?

2010-07-24T15:12:00.002+08:00

randomly thought of you and i tried searching it.
but. i counldn't find.
wondering what you are doing.
and i think i'm starting to miss you.

what is wrong with me when i know it clearly that it's impossible.

PS: how are you doing?

2010-07-24T00:29:00.001+08:00

time for a new job..but what???

I HATE IT

2010-07-23T00:04:00.001+08:00

mami ：＂你少跟他们出去，可不可以？＂
me ：＂为什么，她们又没有干什么！＂
mami ：＂silent＂

they didnt even do anything and yet u dislike them. they neither smoke nor teach me bad. why do you still dislike them. i dont understand seriously.
i have my own right to make friends. tho you keep saying wont control me for choosing friend but your action prove me wrong.

ps: when will be the day???

2010-07-22T23:53:00.001+08:00

went bishan for movie with zhen lin and ivy
after that went to town to meet deric and have such a great fun with all the fisheye shooting

suppose to meet DT but he last nin went for bb instead of meeting _|_

ivy mood went down because of him

ps:i will get influence by ur emotion girl :)

2010-07-21T17:43:00.001+08:00

IT'S SUCH A SUCKS DAY FOR ME TODAYS.
EVERYTHING SEEMS NOT GOING SMOOTLY.
FCUK MAN.

AND I GUESS. I WILL GET A COMPLAINT FOR IT.
FCUK SERIOUSLY!!!!

2010-07-19T23:48:00.001+08:00

you ain't pretty. you ain't handsome
it's your confidence that makes you stand outs.

2010-07-18T01:05:00.001+08:00

GOOD NIGHT :)

ps: stop running in a circle!!

2010-07-18T01:03:00.001+08:00

watch "Blood Pledge" with IVY and DT.
what a waste of money man. scarly part is only by sound effect and sudden popping out nia..
and worst of all, the ending. >_<""

walk from cine to far east, far east back to cine.
juz to look for a place for our dinner.
all thanks to IVY man..lols

ps: what kind of friend will keep looking out for the guys you're interested in

2010-07-17T10:36:00.001+08:00

sleepy yet so hyper

2010-07-16T12:50:00.003+08:00

fcuking ABCDEFG ppl is messing our work enviroment man.
yy cant they juz come and do their job w/o interfering us lehh.
beginning to hate it man.
time for a new one.

2010-07-15T15:25:00.001+08:00

paul brought watermelon and treat me and
marcus says that "you're not suppose to eat that"
but whyy???
sore throat ppl cannt eat watermelon mehh??

2010-07-15T15:18:00.002+08:00

i'm sick. cough, sore throat, flu plus headache and yet i'm still working.

2010-07-09T11:19:00.000+08:00

I'M SO SLEEPY TODAY !!!!!!!!

2010-07-08T13:16:00.000+08:00

germany lose...omg omg omg!!!!!!!!

2010-07-07T19:10:00.001+08:00

what should i do when u're not telling me the truth bout ur feeling.

i cant even help u.

if i tell u everything u will only feel bad and hurt after all when u're just trying to be strong and pretending everythings is alright.

2010-06-22T17:04:00.002+08:00

fuck..i'm so confused.

why cant i have the freedom i want.

why cant i fight back when i can but dun dare.

why cant i go back home late.

why do i need your approval in order to have my things done.

why why why

i'm just freaking fuck up.

i'm thinking when is the day which i will pack my things up and go w/o saying a words.

2010-05-15T11:17:00.003+08:00

GOSHHH

i'm late like AGAINNNNNN....

working 9am today and yet i woke up at 9am.

took cabb to work. reach ard 10.15am lik tat.

didn't thumb in. hahahahaa.

gonna chiong to bugis after my work.

K-ing section WEETS :D

2010-05-14T11:28:00.001+08:00

tired tired tired

awaiting for tmr :)
K section.. weets :X

2010-05-05T09:22:00.002+08:00

i wanna watch MOIVES.

ip man2 and iron man2

msn with pat ytd and he jio me for ironman. dunno real or fake.

lols

someone saids that he'll fall for me if i'm older. lols.

why older age ppl always attracted to me

when someone ard my age never? :(

ps: what's the meaning of BEST friend. when you don't seems like one?

2010-04-16T22:45:00.001+08:00

I'm going to RENDANG island on 23APR..
weets
and it's by cruise for FOC
haha

2010-04-12T19:33:00.001+08:00

i somehow know how they got my name andd my surname.
CONFIRM is see my hp pic. damnn

2010-04-12T18:58:00.001+08:00

goshh.. how do they know my name and surname when i didn't even tell them before.
they said that is by a namecard when i didn't even giv them my namecard too..
WERID..

2010-04-12T11:55:00.003+08:00

omg..my flu is BACKK!!
feeling so shitty.
went for bbq with IKHTIAR.
on our way there, we sweat lik hell. the sun is freaking strong la.
after that. went into the room. cool down already then head to uws and back to CSR again and sweat alittle again.
sleep awhile till ZUL came. so nosiy that i woke up. lols
imh la. andd i miss almost everyone.
back home at around 10.45 lik tat and i'm like sneezing non-stop.
it make me couldn't sleep due to my nose kena block plus sneezing non-stop.
SHIT

ps: I HATE THIS FEELING.
FASTER RECOVER PLEASE :(

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SUPER 色beibei !!!!!!!!

2010-04-09T15:21:00.003+08:00

gosh.. steven really is 色beibei.
he was reading some story through the internet and i thought he was reading some novel.
then i see what story he's reading , he faster wanna minimize.
THEN,
i saw this sentence "I was horny at that point of time"

OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!

why can't he read it at home.
so pervert.

2010-04-09T09:39:00.003+08:00

goshh. the new superviosr is so sickening.

since you have SOOOO many comment on how we do, go and tell steve or sherry koh

they confirm will let you CLEARLY UNDERSTAND what is the way WE do.

iti. you got so many ojection, the way we do, you also have.

Singexpress is TOTALLY DIFF from Chan Brothers.

Can't you just do what we are doing here.

You're the one who is new in our company and you have to be used to what we do.

So just shut up and follow. don't give soo many ojection and problem can?

DAMN

2010-04-06T12:38:00.002+08:00

yeahh
FINALLY got my itouch.
有喜 :) 有悲 :(
悲is because once i reach home. installing and register that thingy.
mami nagg at me =(
喜 = FINALLY got it. after so long of consideration plus nagging

UOB????OCBC????

I WANT FASTER GO OVERSEAS.
go where also nevermind. MY, CN or whatever. =D
when is my turn????? -_-??

okay. this post is random!!!

2010-04-05T16:43:00.001+08:00

I'm SO HAPPY today
gettin what i want later. WEETS =)

lovelovelove =D

2010-04-04T16:59:00.002+08:00

i have a big pimples. shit.

today, raining day lik AGAIN..
andd my cough and flu have not recovered.
working on 30 Mar till 9Apr non-stop, no off in between. haishh. tired

andd this few days sooo quiet, made me feel like sleeping.
soooo. took pic non-stop. not with colleague but myself only. hahahaa
so many pic of myself but only 2pic which got me and may. hahaha
took alot of stupid object. lols

1 an ahalf hour more to HOME SWEET HOME.
FAST FAST FAST !!!!!!!!

2010-04-03T12:51:00.002+08:00

went to dhoby meet roger andd pete after my work
saw xiuwen, ivy and wanqi at ps as well
after that head down to cine andd look for andrew andd his fren
they went pub andd i didn't go.
then i head down to taka instead andd look for sh and co.
lols.
wentt so many place in a night. LOLs

WEEKEND FASTER REACH PLEASE!!!!!!!!!

2010-04-02T17:57:00.002+08:00

DAMNNN
i soo in love with this

and guess how much it sells
$58

2010-04-02T11:50:00.002+08:00

I AM SICKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sore throat plus flu plus ulcer!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway, i'm bored.

everyday work home sleep.

so no life. goshhh

andd sis went snow city today I WANT TO GOOOO

cannot go due to work *cry* so shitty.

working life sux man.

getting itouch soon. hopefully i can get tmr. =(

mami say nxt week. shall go home andd nego with her =P

2010-03-31T12:32:00.002+08:00

shouldn't have gone to see doctor on monday.

waste my money.

ended up i still gonna apply leave for sunday.

andd i'm likk more sick after seeing doctor.

SHIT.

getting itouch soon.

getting samsung pixon12 soon.

not getting iphone anymore =)

2010-03-22T10:18:00.003+08:00

back to HQ again.
been here for ard 1mth plus liao.
ther's nothing much to do as a tour consultant. but not bad. sit here play fb. one mth ltr jiu got moneu tak.
but will rott here.

I hav benn quite honest tis few week. didn't find some exsuces in order to go.
hopefully i can always lik tat. lols.

wondering if i'm able to go on wed?
can i or................

Like a bird in a cage,
There's is no where that you can fly.
Don't ever think of flying far when you know you can't.

2010-02-17T09:11:00.002+08:00

GOSHHH

i'm so sway this few days.

and guess wat. i saw uncle. and i juz took out......and he saw it.

asked him to shhhh. dunno whether he'll tell mami and daddy anot.

SHIT. really SHITTY..

2010-02-06T16:42:00.002+08:00

waited for a cab lik 20mins. actually there's no need for me to wait so long de.
juz because of some fuckers who went infront of me and got the cab.
and finally i got the chances to take a cab.
took the cab down to chinatown and spent me 11dollars. shitty.
and i was stil late.
reach and i saw "cold blooded"..
"cold blooded" says that she is waiting for me if not she already can go home. WTF
you can actually go home without waiting for me. wilson and daniel was already in the office.
couldn't c the needs for you to wait for me to reach. crazyy!!!

2010-01-30T11:26:00.002+08:00

1 and ahalf hour more to go til work end. going to sentosa. YEAHH.
freaking long never go sentosa liao. time to tann. =D

weird susu kip touching my head. and say i'm guai. 1st day at ppc outlet he say i look guai lan. now say i'm guai. WTH
soooooo comfortable when he touch me. he's soo freaking touchy lah. ah hua oso agree wif that.
watever he say couldn't trust one. lols.

faster reach one pls.. anixous of goin sentosa =X

2010-01-28T09:14:00.003+08:00

work again. waiting for sunday to come. thou de ppl here are fun but...I WANNA SLEEP!!!
brought jeans ytd at tpy. got no jeans so no choice but to get one. and all because of this jeans. i left with no money to top up ezlink card andd eat. LOL. this jeans sounds ex but actually hai hao. is because of my spending during de head of jan. it cause me no money now.
wondering whether i should go on sat for the celebration. haishh..

wear the jeans that i brought ytd and and and I DON'T FEEL COMFORTABLE. why cant i juz wear my skirt. it is not short lor. it's juz the way i sit. =X

morning shif for this andd next week. so boring. time faster run can. *FAST FORWARD*
andd good for hua having the afternoon shift.

2010-01-27T10:04:00.005+08:00

i'm working now. did nothing for the time being. only reading some brochure and insurance thingy.
and i got lost on my way here to people's park. asked ah hua whether is people's park centre or people's park complex and she say is centre. so went ther with rach as i dun really know how to get ther. and guess what. rach is late for work because of me. SORRY RACH. as she is going to complex. but she bring me to centre. hahaz. but ended up. i oso late, late due to finding the place. hahaz. andd singexpress is located @ people's park COMPLEX =D
ah hua work 11 today. so bored. howhowhow. pray hard that the time run fast. ''pray''

2010-01-26T22:13:00.000+08:00

mit sis after work and headed down to chalet. walk one big round in order to find the room. lols. the people ther lik never see girls before lor. keep looking. stay in the living room andd wait for people to serve us. hahaha. and ah yi friend is sooooo SCARY. keep asking number from sis. dey took tissue and pen and says that ''take hp come out and ask number too out dated liao. so i use this. more new.'' LOL. and one of them say to sis. "ii take your number not because you pretty but is because your hair is curly'' LOL. we keep asking for help and no one help. so shitty. it all started when the baby cried and i went up room. lol. went off @ 9plus. went eat mac at tpy. andd headed home =)

2010-01-26T10:41:00.002+08:00

I'M SOOOO FREAKING BORED

second day of work @ Singexpress and i'm so freaking bored. Ah hua is in training now and i'm left alone outside. so sadd. plus boring too.

got nothing to do.

got no one to talk.

SOOOOOOOOOOOO BORINGGGGGGGGGGGG

NOWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-01-04T00:24:00.003+08:00

aiyo. why a simple things you al wanna make it so complicated.

i just say a simple remark nia lehh.

why wanna make it so big. and is i who say not sis, so don't make it as if is sis fault

if wanna confront. i dun mind you come and talk to me. don't find sis.

wanna hear sorry, i will say.

i already make my point very clear liao.

i didn't meant to be sarcatisc. everyone knows that i and sis is straightforward.

what i say really meant NOTHING. why make it so big and i try to approach you alot of times, is you wouldn't want to hear me out. and i already apologize to you liao. is up to you to see if you wanna accept anot.

pr oso got help me to talk things out wif you. i understand that you're okay with everything liao. but right now. ckw is super duper angry abt this incident NOW.

and i aint saying that you make the things big but is your bf that makes the thing big.

PS: WHATEVER HAPPEN OUTSIDE, IS OUR PROBLEM. THERE'S NO REASON FOR YOU TO INTERFER.

EVEN IF YOU'RE THE BOYFRIEND, THERE'S STILL NO REASON FOR YOU TO INTERFER INTO YOUR GIRLFRIEND MATTER.

it's GIRL things. guys shouldn't interfer.

2009-12-29T01:18:00.005+08:00

HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE
why must you always link everything to smoking.
just a simple question of asking to go out on new year eve and yet, you link it to smoking AGAIN. after you found out that i actually going out with my classmate. not all of my classmate smoke.
i just hate this part everytime whenever i wanted to go out. i'm already 18 as what you said, "next year you are 19."
why must you restrict me so many things. i don't see that in julia. she wanted to go out and be back home late, she can. all she need to do is to ask for your approve, let you know who she's going out with, where, and what time will be back home. and yet for me. i do the same but different treatment. if smoking is really that bad. why don't you make yourself stop smoking.
you yourself know that smoking is hard to stop if you're really addicted to it. thou i haven really got addict yet
and out of 75% of my friends are smokers. i'm just been a social smoker. which i think you find it bad too. and i really seldom smoke nowadays. you just couldn't make yourself believe in me.
i just hate it. you say that you feel it irritating of repeating the same thing over and over again. and yet. you couldn't make yourself to stop linking everything together when there is no reason for you to link it. you always says not to compare yourself with your friend and yet, you compare with your friend.
you're just been too over-protective and stubborn. you're so afraid of seeing us fall and couldn't stand up. if you never let your hands off and try, you'll never know what it will be.

PS: one day, just this one day i'll just leave this house. i have got enough of everything.

2009-11-26T00:59:00.002+08:00

went out with weiyii today with her sudden call. lols.

went PS for pizza hut as weiyii was naggin bout she's hungry

two girls beside us asked bout wat we ordered. lols.

went watch "my girlfriend is agent" at the cathay

de movie nice nice. thou quite retar. hahaha. was laughing most of the part

andd de "peeing" part. LOLS

walk to taka to get my watch.

andd headed home as didn't know wher to go as most of the shops are closed. lols

goin for oral tmr @ 6pm. wish myself luck =)

nth to update le =)

byebye

2009-11-25T01:09:00.002+08:00

backk to blogg

saturday, 21Nov"09
went bugis find huahua to get back my learner's guide.
s×××× and headed down to cine while she headed back to workk
watched 2012. quite draggy and cux qian to fall asleep as he was tired as well. lols.
found out that my mom actuali downloaded this movie.
waste my money. but it was too late when i found out. lols.
after movie went to kpool and play. as usual camwhore. lols.
saw denny(ex yuhuaian), guess he doesn't know who i'm and tat's GOOD =)
took damn lots of photo. use pr camera til batt flat den use mine.
lazy to upload. wanna see go facebook see
went koufu to cut qian cake.
was asked to get out of koufu by security. but hengg we ate the cake already and packed. hahaha
chit chatted, took pic. qin and co went home 1st. andd at first i was goin to join them for supper, but turns out that i mom didn't allow it. sorry qian. alan drive me home after that and went bath and headed to slp =)

received the msg that i didn't wish to received. and OFFICALLY rejected. SORRY!!!!

sunday 22Nov"09
HOME, WORK, HOME, SLEEP
left my watch at workk. shitty

monday 23Nov"09
went for oral assessment. wear FORMAL >_<
ahmad and co. say i look totally different and i TOTALLY AGREE with that
waited for nearly 2hrs for my turn to reached. all because of pete that cux everyones time to push back.
competent after all.. YEAHH!!!!
wanted to go taka to get back my watch. BUT, as i'm wearing formal which is freaking weird for me to appear der plus it was 6pm. full of ppl in train. i change my mind. i'll collect it on fri when i go work. LOLs

TODAY 24Nov"09
sleep till 2plus, use computer
headed to hougang ard 5plus with mami, sis, girlgirl, boyboy to get CPU repair.
andd headed home.
went to 幸福饮茶 for dinner.
bill was $134+
andd headed home.

quite a no life thingy in my life. hahaha.

ps: wish i have a good bf

2009-11-21T00:47:00.002+08:00

haishh. juz a simple sentence " 我想dye hair"
and kena shoot lik hell
i oso nv say i wanna dye now. juz a simple remark saying that i WISH.
but not now..haishh

went work at 6.30 today
found out that there's 3 new part timer.
all are 16. GOD. i'm feeling older and older. LOLs
tired..shall end here and head to bed.
GOOD NIGHT =)

2009-11-18T00:24:00.002+08:00

my cough andd flu not recover yet..
damn it

andd i guess i wont b with him
as i cant get throught my stage.
SORRY!!

2009-11-14T22:13:00.004+08:00

DAMN!!! my throat stil hurts.
andd i'm down with flu too. shitty

was going to catch midnight movie(2012) today
but due to i didn't tel my mom plus my ppt nt even done yet
den i gonna give up on that.
stil struggling with my ppt right now.
andd tmr gonna WORK..not even done with my ppt yet. shit man.
andd i like nida email raymond before 12am tmr.
gonna stop here andd get back to my PPT.

end wif photos taken ytd =)

2009-11-13T18:58:00.002+08:00

school as usual.
rainin during 12plus as usual
so went to took photos in class & in toilet after school. lols
had pepperlunch express for lunch wif sihua & her fren.
and headed home =)

had a bf in different race???
what will it be like???

2009-11-12T19:00:00.002+08:00

SHIT!!! I GOT BAD SORE THROAT (>_<")
and my voice sound totally man.
talk and my throat pain lik F***

2009-11-11T18:20:00.002+08:00

know that i super long didn't blogg.
well. was lazy and didn;t have th mood to blogg
something happen few days ago. and i guess i gonna quit smoking.
wondering if i'm able to do so. wish me luck. lols.
anyway, my course suck to core. this mpd module nid me to do powerpoint & poster. proposal, maybe. i don't even know how and what i shld do/write. feeling stress.
and i gonna pass up this work lik in 3days time. and i haven't even started.
ARGGGHHHHH!!!!!
anywayy, rasheed found me. he's my pri school classmate. lols.
it been so freaking long since we grad frm pri. LOLs. he found me through tagged.
he look totally diff frm pri. and yet he says that he didn't change at all. lols.
went down to help my mom buy 4D. totally didn't know how to buy. lols. gonna call her again and again to clarify. hahaha.
nothing to say liao. when i feel lik bloggin then i guess, i shall update again.*dunno when*

2009-08-19T13:50:00.002+08:00

arggggghhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ANGRY!!!

1by1 say dun go.

startin is sihua, and nw. is rach.

rach is juz givin an excuse tat many ppl cant go.

bt in real, she is juz findin some stupid excuses lik we got no choice but to cancel

WTF la.

ahmad & duck can go. is juz that ahmad is broke.

and rach say sooo many ppl couldn't make it. is lik wtf la

arrrggggghhhhhhh

was hopin for tis outin. but in de end. cancel

damn sadd & angry for al de stupid tink la.

and indeed, i purposely type tat msg to prove tat i'm angry + sadd

bt nvm. watever it is. cancel means cancel. i cant force to dun cancel wat.

or mayb i'm childish to tink al this.

juz STOP thinking of tis. and i doubt i'll go clubbin again..

2009-08-13T23:14:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF.

went to novena square to accompany sihua for interview.
and rest @ kfc,
and i got a surprise frm them. lols
ahmad came to kfc, holdin wif a cake.
and i tot ahmad went home as i saw him takin mrt.
i was lookin at de menu of kfc frm de seats, thinkin wat i shld have
sudden dey sang b'day song & i tot tat dey juz wan to make me paiseh
den when i tot. de cake was infront of me and holdin the cake was ahmad.
had alot of fun and laughter at kfc althought we didn't any pic.
den went to bugis at ard 4.30pm,
mit weenian and he was late.
brought a bag at last.
wanted to buy a postman bag but in de end brought a bag which is not postman bag
lol
after shoppin at bugis street
went to buy tickets for "where got ghost? (吓到笑)"
went to iluma after tat and i saw donald duck.
chatted awhile and headed for de movie
tis movie seriously suck lor
althought it's funny, bt der's no storyline.
is lik wtf after eu watch finish tat movie.
if i were to rate tis movie. den i'll rate 4/10
and tmr wil be POHXING & JULIAN b'day

HAPPY B'DAY POHXING & JULIAN =)

2009-05-18T21:24:00.002+08:00

lecturer for this new module was soo freakin naggy can. he used 1h30mins to finish his crapp before he start de lesson

de way he talk make me feel so sleepy can. and while he was talkin about his "rubbish". me and my grp playin BINGO. hahah

and somemore, de way he teach is al in de textbook. he didn't giv any additional info to it. we muz as well go home study better.

class was so freakin bo liao today.

went to Xchange for lunch =)

andd here its goes to de "corrupted" topic AGAIN.

lols. after lunch headed back home.

2009-05-16T00:29:00.003+08:00

it like so freakin hell long since ii last update. and my blogg shld b dead by now.
anw juz started my new course tis week and my classmate is kinda fun. went for "study" for de roleplay for de exam
most of them went studyin and as for me. i rot der. i was takin MIKE && FRANK phone to look at their picture and video.
see whether dey got any 不可告人的秘密. BUT it seems lik dey doesn't have any 秘密for me to catch. hahah
"study" for ard 1 or 2hr and ended up talkin cock plus crap.
de guys went talkin "corrupted" topic den i dun even understand. i gonna ask rachael wat dey talkin abt den i noe.
wat ever they said and i wil go "HUH!! what that??? what you al talkin abt. I catch nothing lehh" den dey wil say me nerd.
PETER PAN says that de very first day he saw me, he thinks that i'm a nerd. lols. DO I LOOK LIKE ONE???
talk crap til 12-1plus den headed off clark quey for lunch.
and by right i have to work at 2.30pm and i called ST and saids : "I nid to study for my exam next next week. so i can work at 5pm today. Sorry"
and BENNY CHEE approve. YEAHHHH :)
anw back to topic. after lunch went to play L4D wif DONALD && co.
tried one time as zombie and i dun even noe hw to play. first tried and die immediate. pathetic rite.
cos i dun even noe hw to control de moves. muz try again next week. heheh

and my right arm is so pain. got cramps after playin arcade ytd. LOLS
hope my arm wil b okay soon :)
and hope. i'll update sooner or later again. hahah

2008-12-06T01:25:00.002+08:00

Work today was tiring n boring..
mayb because i didn't work der for 2months and forgotten hw de busy time is like..
but still
it's tiring..before 6pm..it wasn't busy..but after 6pm..i hav gone crazy..lol..
de crowd came in non-stop..and ii work til my legg is so super duper suan..
n i'm bored because ii didn't talk much t0day..
cos der ain't ppl for my to reali talk and hav fun wif..
all ii say most t0day in work was "I'M BORED" and dey say dey can tell tat i'm bored..lol..
t0day, ii saw 2new part-timers and ii didn't reali hav good impression on them dunno yy..
and tmr, ii wil c MORE new part-timers..
and ii saw some new kitchen staff too =) as well as de washer oso new one..LOL..

some of them said tat ii slim down..which ii dun tink so..
dey say tat izzit ii work at UWS the ppl der bully me, dun giv me eat or torture me..
tat yy ii slim down..n dey say ii grow prettier *shy*..LOL..
but ii oso dun tink so lehh..
ii say ii am stil as fat as before and dey say no..
ii say was it because tat dey didn't c me for 2month tat yy dey wil lik tat say..
n yet dey say because dey didn't c me for 2months..tat yy dey can tel tat ii slim down..lol..bullshit lor dey..LAUGH

anw..ii dunno wat to write liao
I'M SO FREAKIN SUPER DUPER TIRED after de work..
and my legg is reali super duper suan can..
BYEBYE

2008-12-04T23:19:00.023+08:00

It seems pretty long since ii last update my blogg
my blogg is "dead" by now ii guess..
finally..my attachment come to de end..
BUT....ii will stil b workin..sianzzz..
tis whole month of dec..ii wil xuan bu po chan..LOL
g0rt alot of outing, chalet, performance to go..
and ii dun even noe whether when ii can work..jialet
iif ii dun work..II GORT NO MONEY NXT MONTH..OMGGG

i'm BACK to sushi teii..and tmr ii wil start workin f0r tis week...WOOOO ^^
and i hav heard tat g0rt newscomer =(
guess tmr ii go back..ii wil b lik de first day ii work der
ii hav to noe ALL de ppl der once again..and de NEW manager..SHIT lor
and some of de ppl went to west coast (but i dunno who)..
and ii seems lik pretty long nv work der liao although it juz onli 2months..LOL

I g0rt alot of outing to go..nxt week ii gort 2outing, 1chalet
nxt nxt week g0rt 2performance to go and 1 outing..
AWWWW..BANKRUPTCY..lols

ANW..below are de photo taken tis few weeks..
ii will update again soon.. I SWEAR..
=)